Bittersweet Life...

Sunday, July 30, 2006

C++ programming is killing me. im so nauseous(sp?) rite now.. see.. i cant even spell tt word correctly.

im soo sick of working out a single program for many many hours, 4 hrs to be exact, and i still have not come up wit the output. shit la.

seriously. i feel like vomitting. oh god.

and wat's more, the final written test is written, yes, like wat i've mentioned. im complaining coz there'll be no way at all for me to detect my errors in my program since it'll be written. there'll be no software aiding in my programming. shit la. again. and it's the finals. shit la again. again.

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im sooo frustrateddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok. so, most of u might not understand unless u're taking this particular module. but, watever. i just feel like vomiting this thing out here. i seriously feel like vomiting. y ehh? ughh.

bbbblllleaaaaaaarrrrrggggghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

Smashed into pieces at 7/30/2006 05:22:00 PM

had a nite out wit aisyah. wenta her sch's band and guitar club concert. i must say it's a great effort... though it's a tad too crappy.

anyhoos... i had an awesome time wit aisyah... we just talked n talked n talked... thanks babe for the great time..

nites.

ta~

Smashed into pieces at 7/30/2006 12:57:00 AM

Sunday, July 23, 2006

so, it's sunday. so, it's boring.

woke up, bathed, went out for breakfast wit family, sent my grandma to my uncle's place, headed to NTUC for some shopping, and then went hm. finally got my handss on panadol menstrual.. the cramps and pains and the bloatness are killing me soo much this month. hpmh.

here i am, online... got myself a shutterfly account. well, it's still fresh. so, dun expect much. just felt tt i needed a place to store my pics, in case my whole lappie die down on me. sheeshh. while uploading the pics, chatted wit this gurl... she's in pri sch.. how young rite.. and she's a fan of hyrul anuar. *winks* and she said tt she got my link for this site : http://www.syedazmir.blogspot.com

i was like shocked when i found my link there... like, let me be cliche here, how on earth did my link end up there. not sure whether i should laugh or 'investigate' this matter... farnie hor.

adrena dear called me all the frm australia... complained tt she was tired frm last week of sch.. hahaha... wat's new abt tt babe..? and, yes, i've been more rajin in updating my humble bloggie. she told me of her fren, shalini, who went shopping for furniture for her new home. how fun. like really, how soo much fun. having a home of ur OWN, in MELBOURNE, going shopping for own HOME. to add to tt, she spent abt 1400 bucks.. just like tt, and according to ad, she paid all that in CASH. i wanna be rich. thus, i 'vow' to really start studying hard and smart.

argh. i wanna be rich. i wanna be rich. im a money-deprived, shopping-deprived kid now. really.

exams are in a few weeks time (note: few weeks= i dunno when the exams are).

okie, till next update... ta~

Smashed into pieces at 7/23/2006 04:32:00 PM

Saturday, July 22, 2006

it was SMA day ystrday. Singapore Maritime Academy ystrday. well, being semangat, i attended it.. me and the whole gang... even hana and tas came down. aL didnt.. haiz..

anyhoos... it was boring. the presence of hana and tas and rash made it all awesome... picture taking... jokes... laughters... food... just fun wit them ard. wont go into details la...

then, went home...

ta~

Smashed into pieces at 7/22/2006 02:51:00 PM

Friday, July 14, 2006

hello alll..

so here's another update.

the week was ok... france sooooo should haf WON! booo to italyyy... =(

on tues, helped out wit the props... missed the feeling of helping out wit stuff... soo moving onnn..

on weds, met up wit shahidah sotong, ad and ali. sotong is still veryy sooo sotong... hahaha... i cant believe she sooo blur laa... adibah still is loud as ever... still LOVES swear and curse and gets like asthma when she laughs a lil to much... and ad.. she's getting prettier. really.. no kiddzz.. ems joined us later at starbucks... we had a GREAT a laugh abt everything we talked about... i just love this girls. mmmuackz~

today, me and dilla and nadz wore black to sch. hehehhe... nk jadi minah, so to say.. hahaha... ate lunch wit these lovely girls... and now, im at dila's studio using the comp. i dun understand hw they can do their work here... it's soooo noisYYYYY! the chinese ppl are screaming & wailinnnggg the heads off... my eardrums are goin to vomit soon... soooo irritating... gosh.. hw can u guys stand this..? hahah..

okiiee... tt's all.. ta~

Smashed into pieces at 7/14/2006 03:36:00 PM

Sunday, July 09, 2006

helloooo...!

just finished showering coz i just got back frm gyming frm emsie... it was the usual feed of laughter and criticism and comments abt others gym-ers. hahha... there was this lady... very tai-tai yg tak menjadi nye.. complaining and trying to sound soo rich... but, she turned out to be soo annoying with all her antics.

took a bus to gym... and my ezlink got retained. sheessshh! stupid ezlink. it had been a lil spoilt lately.. but still tappable. however, i was the onli passenger boarding the bus frm my stop, and the card just didnt want to work. sooo.. the bus driver said he would retained it and sent it to some kinda office la.. i forgot wat he said. just remembered tt i haf to call up this no to enquire abt my effing useless ezlink. and this week, i guess i havta buy the single trip tickets... sooo frustrating laa just nw.. all of a sudden my card had to be retained, when i can just pay for the stoopid fare. bodohhh laa~

on the way to gym tadi, we were talking abt hw our cranky dads were being extra annoyingly cranky. plus grumpy. plus getting all angered up for no bloooodyyy reason. somehw, it seems to be the irritatable male syndrome, IMS. so, we girls haf PMS. they haf IMS. it onli occurs in men who are like in their mid ages... and u wanna noe y..? hahha.. coz they lack of TESTOSTERONE(sp??), the male sex hormones. hahha... how sad rite. it just says tt our moms arent helping the dads to pump up alot of testosterone for times like this. sheesh. =)

then... took the bus home after abt an hr at the gym...

and sooo.. the world cup final is here. it's sooo fast. i mean.. everywhere, there used to be all teh excitement on world cup.. the anticipation. and nw, in a matter of hours, the final match will be telecast and tt wraps up all the hoo-haas abt the world cup in the last few months. hopefully i can stay fully awake for the whole match and not dozing off every nw and then.. hhahaa...

soo.. that's all for now..

oh yeahh.. debabz blanje-ed me last fri.. hehehe.. thanks girl. wahahaha... baik sungguh hati kau..

orite.. till next time..

ta~

Smashed into pieces at 7/09/2006 08:28:00 PM